Solitude

I miss you, your caresses and your words that gave me back confort and strenght. I have always looking for their peace when I was single and searching for your presence

I want to feel you but is not fair to  touch your uncertain contour,

I’m wounded and I wait for you with a red-rose stucked in my heart.
When I’m here waiting, the moment seems an age, but it’s ok ...
eternity hurts  and love burns as well...
so the tear does ...wipe out the soul...
I write to you now and pray for you
We must have patience, life is the same for everyone
Some people go, some people stay and everything is different.
If tomorrow I’ll go, please stay, wait for me, to conclude  in the prologue of our story...


When your flesh screams,  I’m nothing and everything arround us is concave. It remains only the tear ... When I don’t see you, I expect you to appear beside me.
I’m a boat who’s searching a lighthouse on the stormy sea
If you will come, I’ll be the light that will reborn above the water...but you...show up ... get down ....

The lighthouse of my soul.

"Solitude" 2010 by: Ana Emilia Matei
Medium: Acrylic on canvas
Description: 40cm-30cm

Embrace

You know very well who am I for a long time, but you did not want to think that you know. And then I messed up my first pain. There are shooting stars up above the sky and fall again and it will fall time and time again. We have a transient life, the smoke of so many memories passing over the forehead of the stars.You get back on the desert of sleep and then you turn in a key in your soul pocket. What can happen now in the shadow of missing love? You look for dreams but you don’t have them anymore…Your melt longing is gone and you’re hurt by the inner power of thoughts.  I still miss you, my longing for you is still here... What a pity! The flame of love is extinguished in us and remain just two serious-traces of dirty rain.Love ends slowly. We embrace, but our wounds cry tears of blood, red as ruby wine drinked in the holy church. Injured, I look for you and you're slower and powerless. I’ll find you as a shadow. You’ll remain at the end, stuck in the longing, anxious to search love and light but nobody will call your name as I did.

" Embrace - 2010 " by Ana Emilia Matei
Description : 36" X 48"
Medium : Acrylic on canvas

Kiss above the clouds

I remember your mouth coming down in waves on my body, seeking for immortality of the eternal moment.
I looked at you, disarmed and stunned by the missed desire that I had in my dreams and now in my blood.
I always loved you, I’m so sure and now I pray so much to God to protect you and shelter our love.
The love that I always had in me is the cross itself and I wear it from heaven to earth and on my way to the groin. We will always be there in time and space, in dreams and thoughts. We will always be eagerly embraced, blinded by passions and feelings.
We will not stop, now when we are sure that the good Lord will keep us together always.
And when the meadow full of shine will call us, we'll be there as one. Together above the clouds.
Beyond all! Always!


"Kiss above the clouds" 2010 by: Ana Emilia Matei  
 Medium:Acrylic on canvas
 Description: 48"- 36"- 1,75" 123cm-92cm-4,5cm
                                                                    

Soul Mates

I want you to caress your eye's light with the blue of my eyes. Give me your hand. I'll keep you as long as I keep my life. I'm happy. I can swear that we will love each other as long as life is. And death. Beyond thought. Gulls can be heard screaming after our lost paradise. I want to hear you sigh. Let me see your smile. Let me hear your voice. My hand is shaking to your temple and if I’ll make you a sign you are becoming a sigh, a transparent tear that shines on an old memory. Do not forget. Pain fills my eyes with tears. I've never loved anyone like that. And nothing. You disturbed me and you’ll have the glow of the spring that I first sink in. From where I was born. We blow in the wind tears that still have springs. My love, you climb slowly in my mind, in my eyes and in ears, I can hear your rustle steps slowly even in my room. Sit down beside me. I want to smell and hear your blood boiling. You always have to believe in my love. You will always be. I will always be here. With you. Here and now. Always. More than life and more than death I love you! We are two souls in one body. Soul mates, beyond time, beyond space, beyond everything.


" Soul Mates" 2010 by: Ana Emilia Matei
Medium: Acrylic on canvas
Description: 48"-36"-1,75" 123cm-92cm-4,5cm